I'm not sure whether or not I should admit this, but I have an embarrassingly large jewelry collection, 99% percent of which I never wear. None of it is terribly valuable. A ton of costume jewelry, some of which I inherited, and the rest I picked up at flea markets and estate sales. Added to that the usual necklaces and earrings everybody (well, every woman I know, anyway) acquires over the years. And then a whompin' big pile of stuff left over from my metalsmithing years, which is the most neglected of all.
For an entire decade--roughly 1996 to 2006--I hardly ever wore the pieces I had made myself. My style was narrative, a world of storybook creatues and cartoon penguins surrounded by plants and flowers (hmmm, not much has changed there), and narrative jewelry had fallen out of fashion. Also, I had small children, and as you know little fingers like to yank at brooches pinned on sweaters and tug on dangling earrings. And, I'm sad to say, I didn't want to expose myself in front of the acquaintances I circulated through every day, the casually known moms and teachers.
Most of my pieces are no danger to my reputation, but the one I'm about to pin on my sweater today is one I can't quite bring myself to wear to an elementary school open house, or a curriculum committee meeting.
It's a fairly small piece, about 1 inch square, and made from sterling silver, copper and gold. It's typical of my simpler pieces, with intricately hand cut piece of silver on top of oxidized copper, giving the feel of black lines drawn on white paper. I was very happy with the way it turned out, but after wearing it one time to a classroom party and having other moms glance at it and then quickly avert their eyes I started to wonder. I had made it to wear at Halloween, and in my mind I had intended it to be a joke about love--devilish men or some such--but I worried that people thought I was into demon worship or something.
Maybe I'm just being paranoid. A friend, another local metalsmith whose gorgeous work poses no threat to her reputation, just thinks that people around here don't comment on handmade jewelry. And people can't really think I'm sacrificing cats in my basement, can they?
So, what the heck. I'm getting older, life is too short, and I don't really care if someone I barely know wants to think I'm a danger to felines. I'm wearing my pin today.